Hello again everyone!!!!!

First of June. How am I feeling? Great!

How am I doing? Not so great.

What have I achieved? Nothing.

Do I land a job yet? Absolutely nope!

So today marks the 435 days since I finished my degree journey. Since then, I've been working as a cafe crew and fast forward, doing freelance, working at a travel agent, and now back to being a cafe crew. It's a pleasant journey yet painful for me. I've been seeking a permanent job, and yet still no luck. Ya I know, I've been repeating the same words and same stories since my last posting. I know. But let me be okay!!! Because I was so frustrated and of course, in despair :(

Oh and I've been itching to talk to my friends and share stories, updating each other life. You got me? Yes. However, I can't talk to them due to their commitment and mine also. Our times usually clash with each other. So yupp. I can only rant about my feelings here and definitely, makes me feel better. Idk. By typing what I felt, or just by listening to the sound of the keyboard. I don't know. 

I miss the times when we gonna stay up late, and play games, watch movies, or maybe just chill by having pillow-talk. I wish I could experience that once again.

& of course, I feel kinda lonely, staying here in my hometown without my close friends. I wish I can just have new friends here so that I won't be alone. Oh & maybe a camera, so that I can record everything. I wish I have a camera. A decent camera that I can use to record everything I want, do a vlog, or maybe capture moments. You know. IFYKYK skksksks. 

I'm not trynna be an influencer or what, just recording memories and making it as an aesthetic video, you get me? yuppp.

Okay enough rambling. Maybe I should pen off now and go to sleep.

okay bye people!!!

lupita.